About me

Let's see...

I work at a Subway now since March of 2025

The "Normal" job all want me to have and hated past.

I miss lyft... really wish I could go back to doing it where I was driving 20-30 people within a 12 hour time frame back-to-back till the app would kick me off.

All this year, it barely sends me 5-10 in 12 hours with my car needing too much maintenance now.

most of my bills are unpaid now...

I wish I did have my first car accident in 16 years of driving in 2024 to wreck a car I only had for 6 months and sits wrecked with a $435 monthly payment I am not paying right now and credit severely dropped ruining all life. If all do not want me in Hollywood, well before and current I wish kids to be 32 this year and live with my mom, never have on my own, and unable to. $15/hr Weld County Colorado and not full time hours does not pay my bills or move me out. Colorado is garbage. If I did not live with my mom, I would move out, as then would not have the psychotic episodes she causes. Where I am then called to sickly skinny cause of how small I get not eating as weed makes me not hungry and since 2018 told I need to eat 3 times a day. I did, and now just try to once or twice and all hate me and hate me more when I end up psychotic and bitchy whatever. 

I am 31 years young

I have no kids.

I have never been married.

I only like men and have been with my boyfriend since December of 2025.

My favourite colour is Silver

My fav band is NCT 127

My fav animal is an Allosaurs Dinosaur, I had an uncle who said did not qualify when he asked me and 2 more then he skipped me to ask my cousin at a brunch.

I have one older brother who has no kids

My grandparents have all passed and oldest was born in, like, 1912, to pass when I was 2.

My parents are divorced to both live in the same stupid small town and be remarried

I live with my mom who has a heart conditon

I used to smoke weed aged 14-24 and again 27 adn 28 to not now

I gave up cigarettes for 10 years and took them back up summer of 2024 and it helps keep me calm

I am an online student at the Academy of Art University San Fransico, CA for a BFA in Writing/Film/Deisgn Graphics

I love writing!

I enjoy sewing, but no time and room in my closet now

I have 4 dogs that are a family and 1 old cat

I have 2 cars, one wrecked and other my life I am stirivng to maintian looking for a job as too many drivers out for lyft now

My level 2 stardom I feel is a full 3 or 3.5 now. I am known. People know who I am. People want to be me or with me or just in the same room as me or eat what I eat and buy what I buy. And I know them not. Even past jobs, like, after a couple years there faces go blurry in my memory and then I associate them with others I went to schools with to remember and no remember them exactly, lol. 

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